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I hold my breath and close my eyes and...
Dream about her
Cause she's 2000 light years away

I'll just wait for Mom and Dad to die
And got my inheritance

Mom and Dad don't look so hot these days
But my future's looking good

Cast out... Buried in a hole
Struck down... forcing me to fall
Destroyed... giving up the fight
Well, I know I'm not alright

I'm on a mission
I've got no decision
Like a cripple running the rat race
Wish in one hand shit in the other
And see which one gets filled first

This sudden fear has left me trembling
Cause now it seems that I am out here on my own
And I'm feeling so alone

Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

I used to pray all night
Before I lay myself down
My mother said it was right
Her mother said it too...
Why?

It seems so frightening
Time passes by like lightning

Now it seems I can't keep my mind of you

It was something real that I could have had
Now I play the fool whose stable soul's gone bad
Why?

Tell me the words I might have said
That's pumping pressure deep inside my head
Was it bad enough to be too late?
Just tell me the words I might have ate